The Clock Strikes Four

June 14, 2010 in Artist, Design, Etc., Uncategorized

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The clock strikes four.  Four in the morning.  Every now and again I attempt sleep during the same hours as others.

I am not sure what, after thirty-seven plus years of living, causes the delusion that I am capable of sleeping when it is night.  Tonight has yet again proven the theory that I am a night owl, as if there was ever a question.

The world seems to still around midnight in a way that allows a clarity of creative thought for me.  The phone is not ringing and if I can stay away from Facebook and my other insomniac friends, I create.  I plan. I conceptualize.  I read. I think. I breathe.

When I have these rare moments of uninterrupted thought I plan projects in my brain.  Right now I am working through a series of portraits in my head, wishing for the time to get them onto canvas.

The colors are planned.  The brush strokes laid down to the rythm of music thumping through the studio dance across the canvas as color appears seemingly without my help onto the substrate.  This soothes my frenzy that even though I am unable to work brush in hand, much of the trial and error works itself out in the virtual reality of my sleep deprived mind at what is now 4:40 am.

This is what keeps me awake.  This pseudo painting that happens only in the studio in my mind as I lie awake takes the frustration level down a notch when I know I should be sleeping, preparing for a busy day tomorrow.  Annoyance that I have neither internet service nor a computer at home is tempered by the knowledge that I would be surfing the interwebs aimlessly instead of lying here working through my mental list of ideas.

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My next order of business is to photograph Cody for this idea of a portrait.  I have this desire to capture one of his many mercurial expressions on canvas.  Perhaps a portrait of one of my favorite ceramics pieces as a companion.

The canvas is prepared and awaiting me in the studio.  The concept is sketched and saved here in my iTouch.  Perhaps an all-nighter in the studio is in order.  For right now, though, I feel better for having gotten this swirling morass out of my thoughts and if lucky enough just might get a couple hours of sound sleep in before heading to the studio in the morning.

My newly purchased iTouch is just the perfect amount of bedside technology for me.  Withouth turning on the light to disturb Joel I have listed projects, sketched ideas, played a game of Bejeweled and now I write my thoughts.  If I had that elusive internet connection I would be posting this via my WordPress application upon completion.

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The fan gently blowing a cool breeze across my legs relaxes me now that my mind is cleared.  The sound is soothing.  Artistic neurosis finally starting to calm.

The oscillation of the fan continues to soothe me.

I look forward to that first cup of coffee and bowl of Corn Pops. (I never was much for “grown up” cereal.)

With tomorrow, nay, today in mind I start to drift…

Playing with texture

June 9, 2010 in Artist, Design, Etc., New Paintings, Uncategorized

This week seems to find me recovering from a creative slump I didn’t realize I was having until I started to shed it the last couple days.  I’ve been productive, don’t get me wrong.  Just not excited.

Today was a variety of projects from finalizing detailed Excel spreadsheets to tours of the studio, some cleaning and a healthy dose of foot traffic in the store which I managed with much fabulous assistance from Christi & Brandon.

Finally, well after closing,  I had a chance to play in the studio.

I have a few design projects I’ve been working on for weddings that are turning out okay.  That kills me.  Okay is a death nell to me.  It’s almost as insulting to me as “You look nice dear”.  Ugh.

Okay is a sentiment that only works for me when it is not used to describe my person or my work.  You can use it to describe the food I cook (though that’s rare these days).  I know I’m an okay cook.  A description of Okay in regards to my food is much appreciated in comparison to the once received “I’d rather eat from the value menu at Taco Bell.”

I can’t stand it when I hit a slump and am an okay designer.

When I’m dissatisfied with a design I can still hear Jon in my subconscious (my design partner for a couple years) shaking his head in disappointment saying either “Rebecca, you can do better than that” or the brutally honest “Really, anyone could have done that.”  Moments like that spur me to start fresh with a new perspective.  When I hear those voices in my brain it is time for an Atari 2600 style do-over. (If you’re a product of the ’70s you know what I’m talking about.  DO OVER!  THAT DIDN’T COUNT!!!)

After much frustration I decided not to even open the file I’ve been working on.  Instead I turned away from the computer and pulled out the brushes.  I filled one of my favorite tea cups with water and unearthed the set of watercolours I’ve only used twice before. Fitting beautifully into my hand was my favorite Red Sable #8 detail brush.  I poured a glass of iced jasmine tea to whet my whistle.

Pandora radio provided the perfect background…soothing and upbeat all at once.

It went a little like this:

Red Sable #8 lightly submerged in water.

Red Sable #8 eeny meeny-miny-moe

Choose the color to play with first.

Red Sable #8 dance lightly across the 140lb cold press watercolour paper.

The planets must have been aligned just right. I was able to stay out of my own way.  I let the brush do its dance while I went along for the ride.  Whether it was because of the ceramic work-out last night (eh, yesterday morning), the mellow music or something else…I don’t know.

I painted.

Just painted.

The eight sheets of watercolour paper were then scanned into the computer and the digital layers compiled into a series of wedding invitation images that are still surprising me just a little.

I printed samples.

Layered papers.

Wrapped them with raw organza silk crinkled into an organic and elegant texture.

Tied them with hand dyed silk ribbons.

The colors aren’t quite right yet but the idea is finally something I feel inspired by.

Now I fear it will be weeks before I sleep soundly again.

These few hours of playing have led me down a path that will yield several new designs as I try new options, shapes, sizes, colors, and textures.

Would someone please stop the world for just a couple days so I can play in the studio just a little longer?

Away too long

June 9, 2010 in Artist, artists, Ceramics, Etc., Uncategorized

I am the first to admit it, I have been away too long.

In the midst of expanding our assortment of artists, preparing our home for sale, packing the remainder of my studio at home, and traveling for a large project I’ve had hundreds of ideas to post about.  Tomorrow always seems to be the day to share my ideas since right now is so busy.  By tomorrow the fleeting ideas have disappeared and new ones have taken residence in their place.

Today turned my tide of silence.

Something monumental happened in the studio.

My studio assistant, Cody Gardner, carved out a couple hundred square feet of space and set up his ceramics studio.

New adjustable shelving, his almost new Clay Boss wheel, rigged up lighting, and considerably more organization than I expected have all come to fruition.  Tonight Cody threw his first pots in his new studio.  Sure, he’s made some in the back room amidst the piles of flotsam and jetsam.  Now, however, Cody has made his first pieces in his own studio, the space in which everything is where he wants it rather than where he’s told it should go.

A couple of high fives and excited exclamations not fit for polite ears later, we celebrated with a gigantic pitcher of jasmine green tea (granted, Joel was celebrating with a mug full of Victory Hop Devil Ale as he’s not so much the jasmine tea type of guy).

Joel and I watched as Cody quickly made a couple pots and mugs.  He makes the process look effortless all the while explaining why he is doing each step.

Never have I suffered under the delusion that ceramics are an effortless art.  Let me get that out right now.  It requires strength, determination, and an immense amount of control.  This is why I’m always so impressed with the artists able to make it look like it’s as easy as breathing.

Tonight was the night I learned exactly how strenuous an activity it is.  After demonstrations, coaching, and I fear a few disappointed shakes of his head Cody began teaching me to center a ball of clay on the wheel.

All the art instruction and experimentation I’ve gone through over the decades this is one process I’d never touched.  Since high school I have wanted to make something on the wheel but it never aligned properly with my schedule.  Tonight Cody opened the door, I stepped through, and now I need a dozen aspirin.

Petite and delicate are two adjectives that haven’t been used to describe me since early childhood, if ever.  Lame and pathetic are more to the point than I had hoped though. My task for the evening was to “get the feel for centering the clay on the wheel”.  It takes every muscle in my body.  I fear my body will reveal muscles I had forgotten about.  After approximately 15 balls of clay that centered with varying degrees of success I think I have the feel for centering the clay.  (Tomorrow will tell if it was a fleeting glimpse or not.)

Once I felt comfortable centering a tiny ball of clay I began the process of forming the clay into something functional.  All but one of the next 15 attempts turned into “flowers”, amorphous sea creatures, and flat out disasters.  I managed to shape one simple ball of clay into a bowl-like shape.

Starting at 10:30pm it took until 3:00 am to have a form worth taking off the wheel gingerly rather than dumping it unceremoniously into the 32 gallon trash can of recycled clay.

If you’re a potter, pay no attention to this madness.  You know what it was like your first time.  Ignore the details and the finishing.  It’s my first night. The lessons haven’t progressed to that point yet.

If Cody allows me to fire it because it has somehow escaped what I consider to be an inevitable flaw that will risk damage to other items in the kiln I may potentially have a functional bowl. Sure I’ll need my newfound strength to lift the heavy thing as it isn’t the refined thin walled bowl of the pros, but a bowl it is.

My bowl isn’t quite big enough for cereal or ice cream really.  It may hold some berries.  Better yet, maybe I could use it as an ashtray.  I could call it Frank.  No one’s ever used their first bowl as an ashtray named Frank before have they?

Speaking of ashtrays…I wouldn’t mind one of Joel’s ales and a good cigar right now but instead I’m going to tuck in for what is remaining of the night.  After I find that bottle of aspirin and my freezer pack for my aching shoulders that is.

Extra kudos to all the amazing potters I know who show their works here and elsewhere.  My love and admiration of your work has now expanded into an even deeper respect for your strength and control.  My morning coffee will be infused with the knowledge of the strength that went into its making.

S Type Creative Studio – Under Construction

June 19, 2009 in Design, Etc., New Location

View from the Roof of S Type Creative Studio

View from the Roof of S Type Creative Studio

My friend/investor/landlord, one could even say creative enabler, signed the papers last Saturday on 302 Clinton Street in Defiance Ohio.  The new home of S Type Creative Studio.

This week Joel and I started cleaning out the retail space and prepping the office space for paint.  If all goes well, by the end of the weekend, the store and office will be painted and ready for new flooring.

For longer than I can remember, it has been my goal to have an integrated art studio and retail space.  A boutique-style shop that is a hybridization of all the things I love:  Home Decor, Fine Art, Photography, Cool Art Gifts, Jewelry, and if all goes well Cigars.

The building is rough but has the best “bones”.  The retail space just needs to be “rebecca-fied” as several friends have said.  The second floor hasn’t been inhabited for decades but will soon become working studios for my self and several other area artists.  The third floor, eventually, will become our home.

By the end of this August, S Type Creative will have both Office/Design space, Retail space, and studio all under one roof.  If you’re in Defiance, swing by and peek at the progress through the windows.  Otherwise, I’ll continue uploading a glimpse into the project here.

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The building in it's current state.

The building in it's current state.

Wearable Porcelain

May 24, 2009 in Ceramics, Design, Earrings, Etc., jewelry

Porcelain Earrings

The tactile elements of ceramics have always intrigued me.  It’s a medium I’ve had a desire to explore for decades, yet somehow, never managed to do.  Until now.

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Launching a Dream

May 11, 2009 in Design, Etc., Favorites, knitting

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Tea Pot ::: Cody Gardner ::: Ceramics

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After decades of dreaming, it’s becoming a reality.  This August, I will be launching a new studio/gallery here in my hometown of Defiance Ohio called S Type Creative STUDIO at 302 Clinton Street.

The shop will feature my own work along with the work of several other talented artists, unique gift items, and a few tasty treats.

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Fun way to lose an hour

April 16, 2009 in Etc.

My friend Mark has introduced me to the fun of StumbleUpon.

The Scribbler

And now, I have succumbed.  Oh sure, I knew what it was before now.  I’ve used it randomly when looking for something to occupy my mind when I needed a break and a little artistic inspiration.  But now, Oh, dear, I have actually installed the settings.  I installed the shortcut tool bar.  I’m hooked.

This was my fun this early early morning… playing with The Scribbler.

Stash buster projects and Raising $$$ for the arts.

April 3, 2009 in Etc., Fiber

cookies-18.jpgAnyone who knows me, knows a couple of fundamental things about me.

1.  I love to knit.
2.  I’m unlikely to follow the rules exactly as they are written
3.  Once I decide to do a project, I commit whole heartedly

That said, I recently joined the Defiance Society of Artists.  It’s a terrific group of artists, of varying medium, living and working in Defiance, Ohio.  Each year, the Society has an Egg and Bake Sale.  This year, it’s April 4th from 10-2 at the Art Society Home on Greer Street.

Now, when I heard egg & bake sale, I didn’t get too excited.  The more I learned, though, the more I wanted to contribute.  The funds from this sale are used to maintain the art society studio and gallery throughout the year, providing this group of talented individuals with a place to work and have their work seen.  

The egg portion of the sale is a plethora of blown, hand painted eggs.  There are chicken eggs, duck eggs, goose eggs, ostrich eggs, you name it, there are EGGS.  According to the stories I keep hearing, people will be lined up and waiting to get in about 2 hours before the actual sale starts. 

Now, being the person that I am, I didn’t want to paint eggs like every one else.  After all, everyone else is doing that.  Since I’m such an avid knitter, I decided to knit egg cozies instead.  There are so many fabulous yarns in my stash just waiting for the right project.  I’ve knit 2 dozen egg cozies, both bunnies and chickens.  Every time I look in my knitting bag there are more than I remember knitting.  The things keep multiplying!

Besides knitting the bunnies and chicks, I made several birds nest pins to welcome spring back into our lives & wardrobes. 

Then I decided to bake.  Like everything else, I can’t just do it half way.  No.  I baked 148 cut out cookies that were iced and decorated.  It turned out to be a 6 hour endeavor.  Of course, after spending 6 hours baking and decorating cut out cookies, it would be a shame to just put them on a plate with some saran wrap.  Right?  After all, I’m a graphic designer and design packaging for all kinds of product.  Certainly I can come up with something for these sassy cookies. 

So here you have it, a gallery of photos of the latest projects.  Bunnies.  Chicks.  Nests.  Cookies.  Wish us luck!

(If you’d like to make a donation or purchase one of these items, just drop me an email and I would be happy to take care of that for you right here!).  

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Want to knit some yourself?  Find the free pattern for the Chickens and the Bunnies right HERE.

Riding the Train, Toasted Marshmallows, Mecca & Shoes

March 7, 2009 in Etc., Travel

chicago-51From Left to Right: Cindy Mack, Me (Rebecca Sweinhagen), Janet Hitchcock

Anyone who knows me will be surprised that I didn’t consider shoes as inclusive in Mecca.  It’s definitely separate and I believe, this solidifies my entry into full-on geekdom.  But I’m getting ahead of myself.

Monday morning at the bright and cheerful hour of 5:30, yes, in the morning, I awoke giddy as a schoolgirl about my impending train trip to Chicago with friends Cindy and Janet for the National Main Street Conference.  The photo of the train is certainly indicative of how foggy my brain was when we arrived at the Amtrak station in Bryan, Ohio.   Read the rest of this entry →

New Tunes by Atom Smash

March 8, 2009 in Etc., Favorites, Music

left_12I’ve been sitting here working on some projects in the studio listening to some fabulous new tunes by Atom Smash.  Check them out…